Dear @Dayleeo // 2nd November 2k18 // trallah, iz here, few days break, fresh new month!

Well good morning to you! :)

I realise that we have just been through a small blip on the daily messages landscape, it’s certainly been a bit of a wake up call for the comms side, I know we can get that back on track again thou so that’s all good, playing around with a few of those apps helps as well, I’m looking forward to the days when we can drop a bunch of money on the encrypted video chat version of that app too because it works pretty sweet.

Hey there, how’s it going! — how you doing on this Friday? I’m doing good, I had a good night sleep and then I was up and out and walking to the shop to get some supplies for the day and weekend ahead, I’m determined to get a five hour window of work in today and finish up on the first batch which means about nine videos to do, should be easy thou, the biggest one is like two minutes so should be able to just record the steps through and rinse and repeat.

While I’ve got massive amounts of FOMO for the upcoming steemfest (because we know how awesome they are) I’m also laser focused on getting to you somehow to meet the fam, especially grandma, I think out of the things going on right now that’s always on my mind the most.

Ha! That rabbit gif with the tv screen flashing animation was perfect, I know you’ve probably gone in on the game to wind down, those games can really consume in a good way, those narratives and storylines are intense, I do miss sitting on the side shouting you on, trying to give you tips as your winding up your mega bow and doing boat trick shots :)

Poppet is in the hammock and relaxing, I could tell she was pumped to be here today when she got dropped off, she would have been at nannies today and she probably would have had a pretty boring day as it is I’ll be giving and getting plenty of hugs today in between this work block, glad to have the work, gonna do my best to build on top of it.

as for the sensitivity of all things in equilibrium I get that, when things are out of sync or not in the way you expected them you start looking around for answers why, what’s different, what’s changed — if your going through changes yourself that can have a massive impact on you as a person as the brain and body chemistry changes as well ya know? — opportunities and outlooks changes and present themselves in different ways.

I think it’s kinda foolhardy to spend too much time trying to work out all the variables, you can miss the good stuff of just being present within it, to experience it, to have acknowledged it, like a save point in a game, life is all about those little achievement and save points ya know — you just have to keep stepping through and trying to reach the next one.

At the end of the day, processing internally or externally at least your living not existing, sure feeling the swaths of overwriting thoughts and feelings is a lot, it’s a lot to deal with, it’s a lot, it’s intense, but then without those moments how can you truly say your truly living or here — if we just aim for stability and a sense or normality (what’s that anyway) then surely after a while we will wanna just rock the boat to see the ripples go out from the sides, it’s just human nature to prod at something — look at every sci-fi ever, doesn’t response, we send the army planes in to get a reaction.

Yeah she’s here again today so if you wanna jump on later on or have a chill day today then I’ll get the laptop sorted so she can jump in for another stomp around the farm with you today — she will love that, great that you managed to get her on the daily income tip, she’s certainly gonna need to acquire that skill right? :)

I’m ready to get into the day today, gotta get that coffee going and do all my little life admin chores this morning and then just get stuck in, I’m determined to at least get this first section over to the client today, I think I can do it before the close of play today, maybe even faster than I think, let’s just hope it flows well eh? — they liked the master final version I put up so I know they like the flow of it.

Ok, time to do all the things, fire up the coffee and get stuck in, I have to say while I no longer have to do the usual sandwich packup, commute and do water cooler chat I would not change a thing about how I work now, yes working remote is kinda isolating but when both of you are doing it and are in full flow and can then ‘down tools’ through the middle of the day and just ‘enjoy and live’ rather than exist in the ‘job’ it’s liberating — really opens your eyes to just want you can do with your life and time.

I’ll speak to you shortly.
Lots of love and hugs and stuff,

Da Mouser,
T E A M H U M B L E