Is There Anybody Out There and The Strange Ramblings of a Lost Mind Once Found
Maybe I am losing my mind.
Please send it back.
Performing in front of what seems like the last few. What should I do? And how are you?
Enough about me and my controversy. We're sick of it, right? What's left to fight? I hit the night with my fist. I'm so fucking pissed.
Torturing myself. Day in and day out. What should I do? And how are you?
Enough about me and what I see. Talking to myself and even I won't listen. Sick of hearing it too, just as much, if not more, than you.
Is there anybody out there? What happened to this place? What should I do? And how are you?
A small town follows as it watches me die. Why? The dream was a nightmare, I was tricked. Never said I was perfect but maybe I should have. Would they buy it if I did? Not for sale. Too much rust.
The same song, over and over, yet it never ends. A dog barks at the sound of his own voice. What should I do? And how are you?
Maybe I am losing my mind. Couldn't keep up to it. Can't run that fast. Thoughts don't have legs and that's too bad, so sad.
The painted pictures of my past will last. This all happened so fast. What should I do? And how are you?
The answer is the answer, not the question. Question the answers. I like this beat and the stars are beautiful tonight.
Can't be funny, every day. It makes me tired, hit the hay. What more is left for me to say? What should I do? And how are you?
I'm not sure if you intended it as such, but what you wrote was quite a lovely free-verse poem.
But how am I? I am well. I'd be better if it weren't so gloomy around here. I think some more people are starting to give up. I wish they wouldn't.
Even if there are problems, good people make them worth dealing with. The more good people leave, the less the problems are worth dealing with.
Everyone seemed so happy about Steem when I got here. Payouts were high, and so spirits were high. Are people really that shallow? I miss the optimism.
I like the song you shared; it served really well as the soundtrack to writing this comment. But it's over now, and so is this comment. Thanks for doing what you do.
Well, I didn't know I wrote a poem, I simply wrote. I didn't want to call it a poem. Those folks are quite protective over their craft and I hate stepping on toes like that.
@suesa calls me the Paranoid Poet because I'm paranoid, and because I write those silly bredlik things on occasion. Therefore, by the power vested in me as an official Poet, I doth declare your creation an official Poem.
Being a poet feels cool.
Bredliks aren't silly!
Sure they are! Isn't that the point?
No, @suesa, sorry; I was mistaken.
Bredliks are serious business.
Yes! >:-(
"Fine, Thanks For Asking" - is the name of this drawing. Ball point pen on envelope - 2018.
Now it's time to expand on that concept.
Concept expanded! lol
I added sound effects!
K I actually miss the Facebook laughing emoji "like" thingy now lol Mmm, bacon
Good times man!
This whole sequence of comments made me laugh.
Hmmm... I'm seeing switches, grounds, resistors, sound effects but no power supply and that might be a good thing... That's why you're still fine. NO DON'T ADD ONE!!! NOOO!
Sometimes the circus tent is packed, sometimes it isn't, that's the way of it it seems, lol, having a helluva time steeming since getting on the road. At Paul's now but he's having internet issues so hopefully this will post- I gave him that slap shake for you, had to do it twice to get it right! Very hotttt here, my brain is melting, a beer sounds like a good bet....
Thanks for saying hi to the guy my way. LOL! It's hot here as well, but not too hot, and I'm half cut.
I am fine
Good to hear.
Why wondering. Humans are emotional beasts that go through periods. We are never the same. We feel every instant differently.
Accept, embrace that you are losing your mind and ride the wave, baby.
I'm surfing.
Sometimes I hope that someone could send my mind back to me but in the end you realize it's in it's place from the beginning haha
I still wonder how many stamps I'll need.
Hahahaha
Every time you get introspective, it reminds me of this book on the various crises we go through in our life. They last 18 months max - that should be good news. Have a read if you are interested but keep doing what you're doing. The crowds will come back when Steem goes up.
How am I? I always feel good when I'm productive and I got two coats of paint on my garage walls today. Then a bot came through and left me with a $9 post and a recruiter is still interested in finding me a job. Yay! If there are fewer of us posting here, maybe we will all be rewarded more. You have lots of people who care about you. Chin up.
The view counter would help around here. I think I have quite a few quiet observers, which is fine, but I'd like to know them at least a bit.
That's good to hear your blog got noticed. Funny how I don't often get there to see what you're up to, but that post I did see ended up being the one others saw. You keep your chin up as well. Though many will roll their eyes when I encourage people to grind it out organically, I still think it's worth it, and I do see results.
Whenever I get a little demoralized, something good usually happens to shake me out of it but I'm worried about a minnow I adopted. He noticed that it's quiet and he seems to be posting less. I'm not helping him much with my upvote half what it was.
Seriously every. single. time. now man - is it a GIF? Or am I running low on endogenous endorphinous opioids again because I don't know how you've done it but they warp and twist in front of me very own eyes.... kappa receptors need a break I thinks.
That's your eyes on art. Powerful stuff.
A visual of your mind leaving. One second its a profile, then it moves a little and two eyes are visible, and oops, out slipped your mind.
All over the floor... dammit
Another messy cleanup. Your art makes some nasty messes.
I love your arts, they are always Illusional in some way as when one looks deeper another expression is formed in the mind
With all respect you’re not a normal person, in a positive way ✔️
Thanks. It's been years since I received a check mark. I almost forgot what it's like.
Haha it’s a memorable day on steemit afterall
Totally marking this one on my calendar.
Don’t forget to do that with a check mark!
Precisely with a black pen or marker
“✔️”