The Dreaded C word

They say, God will not give you more than you can handle. Though I do not have that kind of thinking, since my faith is slightly different I do like to believe that’s true (to a certain point that is).

Sinking, by Coqui Unlimited.

I am of the thinking God doesn’t do harmful things, but he does allow evil to push us to a certain level. Therefore, we must hold tight to God to help us endure these difficult tests.

Well evil has knocked once again by my door, well technically our door. With the nail biting news I think if the floor was not made out of concrete I for sure would had made a hole in my living room.

I have eaten everything in sight too! Bad thing is I can not afford to do such a thing since I have been gaining weight due to lack of mobility.

I am for sure needing to do as that woman in the great book once did and hold on to the great teachers robe with all my might! And help those closest to me in doing so too. While hurting, tired and weak I must remain strong for those closest to me that are not.

Though sometimes I think I can not hold on any tighter I know that my creator expects me to hold on tight to this thing called life and my uppermost faithful attitude is expected until the end. The winners of the battle is of those that endure while holding on to faith. I knew I would be tested where it hurts the most—all that I hold dear to my heart. There was once a fine man that lived many, many years ago whom I can use as reference when my imperfections starts messing with my sanity. He too was a mere mortal like I. He too suffered the cruelest evil. Job is my reminder that I too can endure great tests of faith. 🐸