Past 48 Hours

The monthly bloodloss has had me bedridden for most of the past two days, and high on painkillers. That might be TMI for the blockchain but I don’t really care. This time of the month I give myself the go-ahead to break a lot of the rules and quidelines that I set for myself in my normal life, especially when the stabbing pain is extra stabby.

I made my bedroom into a nice dark den by closing the blinds and pulling the heavy velvet curtains over them. I gathered some candies, juice and painkillers to my bedside table. I even allowed my laptop to come to bed, where it is not allowed during normal workdays and started binge watching Bates Motel. I have watched the first season when it first came out, but don’t remember much about it so I started it again. I really like it, but I kept dozing off and sleeping most of Sunday.

When I finally crawled out of bed at noon, I did venture out to buy myself a chair to the balcony and a lambswool hide, both of which I spotted in the construction and interior convention on the previous day. Sadly my balcony chair of choice was sold out and I had to order it. When I was paying for the order, my memory blacked out when I was trying to type in my bank card pin. I was so embarrased! I knew I remembered the right numbers, but I couldn’t remember which order they should be in. I tried twice but didn’t want to risk getting my card closed so I gave up. Thank god I remembered I have Apple Pay on my phone and their money machine had the option to pay with that.

After that I decided to lurk back home really fast before I do anything stupid like get hit by a car or walk to a lamp post. I was definitely not alright in the head yesterday, and not much better today but getting there. This is why you have been seeing some really random posts from me today and yesterday, as I’m in no mood to be creative or take any pictures.

Well I’m always pretty random with what I do, but now I haven’t been shooting anything in almost a week. Will have to try and get back to real life tomorrow, if I sleep well in the coming night. First I’m gonna watch several episodes of Bates Motel, now in the livingroom because bedroom is off limits for Netflix again. The only rules I follow are my own.