There are times when your days will feel heavy just because you are longing for someone

There are times when your days will feel heavy just because you are longing for someone. Until it makes your mind chaotic just because you are trying to get rid of the longing you are feeling.

You're trying not to miss him, but still you can't just miss that.

It feels even more oppressive and painful because you can't get rid of the longing that is nesting.

It is far from reach so it doesn't allow you to see it. You can't secretly see it from afar and watch it quietly. If only he was close to you.

Maybe you can still let go of your longing by secretly watching and watching.

Whereas when you are blocked by distance and time, you cannot reduce your feelings of desire. What is there will only make you tormented even more.

You're far from him, you can't meet him and what's worse, you can't reveal that you miss him. Then that's when you will arrive at the highest point of feeling longing.

Where you really miss someone but can't see them, you can't even say that you miss them.

So that your lips will not speak but your eyes. Your tears will speak and just because you miss him so much that you shed tears.

There is nothing you can do but harbor a longing for being alone. You can't see it either and you can't express your feelings.

If only you dare to say that you really miss him, your longing won't be suffocating and won't hurt.

It's just that you have to be able to accept the reality if you don't miss you.

But when you are too afraid to express your longing feelings, then you can only harbor it alone without him knowing that you are missing him.

You have to accept the consequences when you have to feel a longing that is very passionate but can't meet even can't express, you must be able to withstand your feelings even if your feelings make you tormented.

Sometimes you will hate yourself, either because you can't get rid of your feelings about him or because you can't express your feelings for him.

Because even if you try to throw it away, you try not to miss it even when you try not to care about it, but all your efforts are in vain. All of that only makes you even more hurt.