Breathe, Dig Deep, Question, RELEASE, Detox, Rejuvenate

There is an overwhelming theme that seems to be permeating the very air I breathe.
I don't know about you, but this year has been a potent one,
all coming to a head right now.

These challenges leave me with no other REAL choice
than to reconsider my relationship with everything!

I keep coming into awareness of the blaring, screaming, shouting,
flashing, undeniably important message...

BE THEE NOT ATTACHED!!

In moving closer to the transformation of the @gardenofeden toward Eden 2.0,
opportunity keeps presenting itself over and over on different levels to 

LET GO!

So much of my life has been based on tangible proof
that I am worthy,
that I am deserving,
that I am safe,
that I have value.

Letting go makes me feel like I am teetering on the edge of life,
and taking a leap into an infinite free fall of the unknown!
Will I even know myself if I take the leap?

Here are just a few things I've been working toward letting go of these past several months,
some of which have been cornerstones of my existence for many years:

My 22 years of ownership of the land known as the @gardenofeden
which is also the home where I raised my two children
My youngest child's presence in close proximity as she has moved to another state
The @gardenofeden as it has been known--
literally emancipating my @gardenofeden baby with @quinneaker

Being in service through charitable housing, feeding and educating people

A decade's collection of sustainable materials - including a lot of my art supplies

Some of my many decades of personal belongings and family memorabilia
Artwork I have created in the @gardenofeden living space

Our sustainable, life-giving garden

Our chickens and their nutritious daily fresh contribution to my diet
(they went to new homes yesterday!)

And of course with such great change also gives rise to
releasing feelings, ideas, emotions, and attachments
to personal intimate relationships,
the identity of the self,
and how and where I fit in to a new world that is yet to exist.

Examining deeply inside, uprooting the anchors and the ties that bind.
Letting go of the old so the new can flow in!
Detoxing!
Rejuvenating!

I am grateful for the opportunity to dig below the surface,
to question, to breathe, and to RELEASE.

I'm grateful I live on faith that the Universe will provide
in more ways than my physical well-being.

It's great to be alive and feel so much!