Dreams Journal - 7/12/18 - I Dream of PUBG

in #dreams6 years ago (edited)

It's been over two months since I last remembered any dreams. Every time I would wake up, I just didn't think of it and before I knew it, I had already forgotten what I dreamed, if at all. I've been trying to remember them for a week or two now in an attempt to retrain myself. I've only been able to remember small bits and pieces, but I ended up not having the time to post them. It's easy to fall out of that cycle when I've been so busy.

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I Dream of PUBG

We we're out scavenging, it was three of us. I can't remember who I was with so it's easy to say I was in a "random group". No parachuting was involved, but it was totally a PUBG situation. I was taking lead.

We we're in a bit of a rugged area and a bit industrial. There was a lot of debris and broken stuff, like the streets in Fallout 4.

We found a vehicle but it ran out if gas. I knew we were just below a junk yard and I said "I bought a car up there, let's just go up and grab it." So we did. As i approached the car with my team, I could see that it was an old, beat up, rusty yellow punch buggy with no roof. The windows were up, the interior was a worn out dark red leather with yellow lining (or maybe it was just dirty white) and it looked terrible. The car was in a junkyard for a reason.

We looked at each other and I said, "this isn't going to work, we need to fix it first".

One of my teammates said "nope, no time for this, we gotta roll out on foot". Immediately we began running down hill. There was snow. I kept my head on a swivel as we ran and just before I could no longer see the cars in the junk yard, I spotted movement within the cars. Someone was hiding there the whole time and began chasing us. My head on a swivel was more like an invisible camera because the person chasing couldn't tell I spotted him. He was looking to see my head turn around and spot him but being a dream, it was like I was cheating. I pretended to continue to run and pretend to not notice him, but my trusty hidden dream camera on a swivel had my back. So I waited til he got real close and just before he attacked I turned around and stopped short, clothes lined him and as he was falling I slammed him by grabbing his neck. It was a one shot kill, "he must have been low on health" I thought. His head was buried in the snow. My teammates were like "DAAAAMNN!!"

We kept going.

We got to the next town and my two teammates were getting into an argument as we were a bit down hill from the road. There were two buildings in between us so I could observe the road and the intersection.

"Will you guys shut up, someone's going to hear us" I exclaimed. Just as I said that, some bald guy in a red and white pickup truck crossed the intersection going north. We were one building to the West, South of the road. He pulled over just north of the intersection at the corner building. This was it, I was going to sneak up on him.

As I told them again to shut up cause now we had company, one of them said "we should be fine, this area is unchecked so he'll be busy scavenging". Luckily he didn't hear us.

I started up towards the road between the two buildings when suddenly I noticed a dune buggy rolling in from the west. "Crap, I'm already spotted, I'm gonna have to unload on him", I thought, still thinking about the guy in the corner building. I pulled out my pistol and waited for him to get closer. As he slowly passed, I went for the head shot. He drove by slowly like as if he wanted me to shoot him. He was decked out in full riot gear with gun barrels poking out from his back. He was loaded. His whole head was covered. The mask he wore covered his eyes and mouth with steel and it had holes in it (for seeing and breathing).


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I unloaded. Plink, plink, plank as bullets bounced off his face mask and head gear. He just blankly stared at me as my bullets turned into BB's and bounced right off his head gear. My gun had turned into a BB Gun. Useless!.

I quickly turned around and started running back down away from the road as I told my team "He's freaking loaded we gotta run!"


I woke up shortly after. The night wasn't over, so I went back to sleep. I feel that I would have remembered another dream, but at 4:40 AM this morning I thought the world was ending. Seriously. I was ridiculously and rudely awakened by the loudest most absurd explosion I have ever heard in my life.

I woke up in absolute panic.

"WTF WAS THAT!" as I grabbed my wife. Apparently she slept right through it, because my flipping out scared her shitless and woke her out of her sleep.

I was just waiting for the wake of the blast to obliterate me into nothingness. All my hard earned crypto's for nothing because the world was about to end.

Nope. It was just thunder. I couldn't believe it. It must have struck just next to our window, it was that loud. So there was no remembering a dream after that.

What am I Dreaming

I wonder why all my dreams are so violent. I can't really come to a conclusion on this. It's not due to playing too much PUBG or shooter games since I haven't played any in a while. Maybe it's a small desire to hit up some PUBG because a friend was talking about it the other day, but regardless I have a lot of violent dreams.

From people stealing from me or my car to having my teeth fall out. Now I know that when I have my teeth fall out in a dream I'm due for another change in my life, like getting this day job, but just the other day I had a dream that I was being chased by thugs. I don't remember much detail, but they weren't friendly and I remember forcing myself to wake up because I didn't want to deal with them.

I want to share my dreams exclusively with the Steemit community!

Dream Log

May & June

Could not remember any dreams during these months

April

| 4/10/18 | 4/12/18 | 4/13/18 | 4/15/18 |

March

| 3/3/18 | 3/15/18 | 3/20/18 | 3/30/18 |

February

| 2/1/18 | 2/2/18 | 2/4/18 | 2/7/18 |

January

| 1/3/18 | 1/4/18 | 1/6/18 | 1/10/18 | 1/15/18 | 1/17/18 | 1/19/18 |

2017

| 12/20/17 | 12/28/17 |

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How to Remember Your Dreams

It is good practice to have a dream journal next to your bed if you want to remember them. That's right. Good ol' fashion pen and paper. [Okay, a laptop or your favorite hand-held device can work too] This way, the second you get up, you take 5 minutes to write down as much as you can remember before you start to forget. Spend some time re-reading, even throughout the day, and you might even start to remember small bits and pieces for you to add. If you keep this practice consistent, you will soon begin to start remembering your dreams with more detail, effectively able to write down what you dreamed.

Just remember, all it takes is 10 minutes to forget your dream. You must perform this exercise during your first 10 minutes of waking up.

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Nice dream man, I've had similar dreams where I've had a firearm, there was an enemy and I could never do any damage to him. Killing is wrong and people know it inherently.

Yet, sometimes we'll play violent video games as an outlet but I also think it's because they are trying to program us to be killers. Most people know the difference between a violent video game, and real life.

Yet, add SSRI's into the mix and who knows right? Sometimes I wonder if not being able to use a gun effectively in our dreams is evidence of the fact that we instinctually know that killing people is wrong.

Unless it's in self defense, and in our dreams we consciously know that we're really not in any danger, and therefore should not kill. That's just one of the thoughts I was having about your dream.

Well said. This no damage happens a lot to me. I think youre right about trying to program us to be killers, amongst other things. That guy wasn't posing a threat, he was just driving by. Armed to the teeth, but even some dreams where I manage to kill someone I feel bad about it. I've even thought about the jail time i would face when I get a successful kill in a dream. Except the guy who's face I buried in the snow in this dream. He posed a threat, lol.

No doubt. If he presents himself as a threat then bye-bye!

The first guy you took out easy, the second one not so easy. Maybe just your subconscious reminding you to stay sharp, although if you are having a lot of those dreams it sounds stressful to be always vigilant. Are you worried a lot about losing something?
Despite your dreams stressfulness I did enjoy reading it, very detailed!

That is some good insight there. A possible reason that I did not notice (comparing how easy the first guy was).

My fiat financial situation is not the best, so there's a constant worry about that.

When it comes to losing something, it would be the time I've lost to this day job :P

It's time I'd rather spend creating my posts. So I feel like I've lost my freedom, but in return I'm getting some...financial relief. The things we sacrifice to get by, it's something I haven't had to do in a long time.

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