month and wisdom
The day is getting dark, adzan magrib a few minutes longer will reverberate. Ramadan this time feels weird for the Moon, the girl who just graduated from high school feel lonely in the middle of the moon full of blessing. The reason, this is the first time he must undergo fasting away from his small family in the village.
After yesterday's graduation announcement, Moon immediately went to the city on the opposite island to realize his dream. Yes, he longed to go far from his village, living in a bustling big city with a life that was much different from life in his hometown. Months want to change nasih family life later, membahagian both parents and younger siblings despite the risk that must be faced is not easy. Like now, he must be willingly away from the warmth of his little family that he loved very much.
But the Moon has thought things through. After all, many motivations make it sure to go to the island sebrang. "At least there are many mountains that can cope with stress" he thought.
The moon is an adventure girl, not a sweet girl who is good at makeup. He prefers to look what it is. But even so he still looks good. The moon of the girl is easy, so easy to make friends.
Although the nature of cueknya seem strong, but the Moon can not cover the current sadness. It turned out that far from parents and friends is not an easy thing. Once every Ramadan like this, every afternoon he will help Mother to cook to break the fast. Now, she must be willing to cook alone and break her own. It's hard to feel like this.
"Hello." Said Moon after pressing the green button on the screen handphonenya.
"What's new again lifted?" Asked the man who was on the other end of the phone.
"Males aja, what's wrong?" Replied the Moon with a lazy tone.
"Lazy? Hah. "Asked the man, his voice sounded dislike.
"Yes, why? Objection? We've already broken up, you do not need to be pakek sewot so. "
Yes, the one who called her was her ex-boyfriend, Reno.
"Yes but I still love you, Lan. Appreciate my feelings a little bit anyway. "Reno raised his Serious tone to make the Moon frown.
"What? Do you appreciate that? Why should I appreciate people who do not value me? Udah lah, Ren. I do not want to bother with this problem. I'm sick of your words. Just take care of Anggi, do not have to care about me! "The moon said with great pressure and immediately hung up after his last word was spoken without waiting for a reply from Reno.
In throw it back to the mattress. Dizzy, Moon massaging her forehead.
"How could he be?" He mumbled.
Reno and Moon once had a lover relationship, 3 more years they establish love but their relationship must end because of a third person is a friend during his junior, Anggi. Reno and the Moon attend different high schools, while Anggi goes to the same high school as Reno and the better they are in class. Maybe that's what makes Reno share his heart.
Ah never mind. The lazy months remember it. It's as bad as it gets. Badanya tired, his heart tired, his mind tired. Looks like the Moon needs refreshing. If he was still in his village, Moon could invite his friend to go to the beautiful places to relieve stress. Given that added makes him sad.
"Huuuhhh." The moon exhale exhausted.
The moon tried to remember what she had gone through today, why she was so tired.
Today the Moon does not go anywhere, just go to the market this morning, after which he went to attend the recitation in the mosque near kostnya.
Instantly the Moon recalled the contents of the lecture this afternoon. About obligations and prohibitions for Muslims. Her heart suddenly touched. He feels he has neglected as a muslimah. Often delaying prayers, even forgetting. Once he wanted to receive Reno back, but he kept remembering his religious teacher's message that dating was a matter of near-adultery. So diurungkannya that intention. Even now the Moon does not want to go out, when the time comes to his soul mate will come thought.
Last afternoon, he again heard about the necessity of a Muslim who he often heard while attending religious lectures. It closes his private parts with syar'i. His heart hesitates, there is a desire to cover the aurat according to syar'i rules, but he is afraid it will overcome his hobby of adventure climbing, traveling here and there. But now there are many women who can continue their hobby by keeping the rules of God.
During this time the Moon has been veiled, but its tomboyish make it shy if you have to look syar'i. But being away from parents makes it little by little change. Who used to rarely read and never pray night, now become routine of recitation and often evening prayer.
The moon always prayed for its success and the health of the distant family there. And now, the Moon is touched by the words of ustadz who filled the lecture this afternoon.
He picked up a long veil and put it on his head.
"Good." He mumbled with a smile.
"Oh God, guide me."
Nothing day by day he passed. He was comfortable with the changes that he had been on for about two weeks. It was not as difficult as he thought.
Lebaran stay two weeks. The university admission announcement is today, just hours away. Prayer never forget he pray after prayer. He believes God hears his prayers all this time. At 17.00 the announcement can be seen on the official website of the test committee. Now at 16:45 it means 15 minutes more he will see the results of tests that he had to live the other day.
Though his heart was anxious, he tried to calm down. He was worried because when the test he was less than the maximum, he never participate guard because of limited funds. Being able to go here alone is very grateful. His great determination brought him here, though without any relatives. He wanted to prove to those who belittle his father's abilities.
"Well, the Moon will make you proud father." That sentence was what he promised himself.
No doubt, the test questions are incredibly difficult for the Moon. Months only learn alone, only armed with UN books and books collection of questions he bought and notebooks during school he was able to learn.
Competing with thousands of test takers from the local area is not an easy thing. But his spirit did not fade. His intention to study is greater than his fear.
"Business already. Prayers too. Oh Allah escaped servant Ya Allah. "Said him with hope.
Fifteen minutes elapsed, Month attempts to access a web page that will show its business results. Meticulously on the lookout for his name on the page. And ... Tap! His eyes found his name stamped there. Read over and over again but remain the same. The WIDURI MONTH name stays there. How happy his heart. Gratitude many times he panjtkan. After his long struggle, God finally granted his prayers.
"Nothing is impossible with God."
"Come closer to Him He will bring you closer to your dreams"
Regards @silentman