Contour (5-Minute Freewrite Challenge)

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Looking at the mirror.
I felt bad.
I am dissatisfied on my face.
My nose, my face.
They just don't look good on me.
Big belly.
I want some abs.
Fats in my arms.
I want to have a pretty shaped biceps.
Went to the gym.
I had exercised.
Skipped some meals.
I was tired.
My body is in pain.
Went to the doctor.
Decided to undergo contour on my abs.
It looks good already.
I had my nose lifted.
Dark skin.
I wanted it lighter.
Took some pills that can whiten my face.
All this time.
I had insecurities.
There's envy on people who looks perfect.
That's what I want to be.
To look good, and be wanted.
Sacrificed a lot of things to look better.
But I forgot to do something.
The acceptance of myself.
The love for what I am.

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