Dear Diary: Blogging Is A Mental Therapy For Me

If it was not for blogging (with rewards) I would have been crazified by what ails me today because it allows me to tell the world all my thoughts and experiences, wants, dreams, frustrations, ideas and all like a person over the shoulder of another person and in this case, steemit community and it does release what I feel inside and somewhat gives me peace and assurance that everything will be fine.

I don't really have a shoulder to cry on and I couldn't even try to do it to my parents because they can't do anything but I guess that anyone or anything cannot do something for the magnitude of health problems that I have in my body.

All that I can do is to write about it all online and it is my way of crying over one's shoulders because I have no more immediate friends in the offline world that I can cry over to. At least here there are real friends that quite understands my situation and their support makes me feel loved and cared for which made a much deeper difference in my existence.

It is just a sad sad life without experiencing the power of blogging and it makes my life have a little more color and excitement and it also divert my attention into things that makes me happy than thinking about my health picture which to most people is a hopeless case.

I will never lose heart on my health situation and I will wait until I could achieve my goals in life and working on it is the way, with blogging as the tool, and the inspirations as the blood for me to accomplish all my life's dreams.