Dear Diary: I Also Miss Biking Among Other Things

I just missed biking, the last time I did some biking was about more than seven years ago. After I had the breathless and pain issues in y body I just ceased enjoying biking. I have a lesser energy to bike before but after I had the blood transfusions my energy level shoots up again near normal but after two weeks I am just pale and anemic again until I am not required to transfuse blood again because it never goes down, miraculously.

My uncle (the younger brother of my father) is doing cross-province bicycling and he does tennis too because their home is near the town where a tennis court is situated so they use it freely because it is owned by the public municipality government.

I never thought in my life that I would end up like this, just totally disabled and dotted with complications that resulted in many more health issues. But my hope is still there that someday I will bike around if things will get near normal again. It is still a long way to go in this difficult path of my life but I am still struggling and persevering that I could achieve my medical goals. God help me.