Dear Diary: I Am Getting Ready To Use The Bathroom Now

I coincide my Shower with my toilet use, so if I would not be getting the urge to poop I would not shower. That is now the reality that I have to accept because I could not really walk to the bathroom on my own I have to ask the support of my parents in that regard.

So I am worried that if one or both my parents are not around anymore I will definitely get in a much trouble. So I am always thankful that my parents are still here with me and I am enjoying their helping hand for me. They do not have to help me because of my age but because of their love for me they are always ready to help.

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Bathing Used To Be My Past Time

Getting a bath is my favorite thing to do and I was taking a bath a few times a day when I was still able to walk. But after pain in my legs, feet, and being breathless while walking prevents me from venturing to the bathroom or anywhere else for that matter. So obviously it frustrated me so much more than ever and it is really hard.

So I am careful not to eat the wrong foods that will make me get a lose bowel movement or else I will not be able to get into the bathroom in time. I just wished that I haven't gotten this kind of disabilities, dialysis would have been a tolerable thing if not for my added misery in life but I am still fighting for my existence, it is just madness but only God will always do the difference in my life that I deserve.