Dear Diary: I Am Having Phobia Of Dairy Products Now

Today after coming home from my dialysis my niece came to my room with a plate of pizza, it is just one piece but enough for me. I do not really have the plan to eat after my dialysis sessions unless I would be having a fruit. If there are no fresh fruits around I would go for canned pineapples just to give me some kind of nutrition and fiber as well.

Now since it was a pizza I could not waste it or refuse to take it either so I just ate it although it has some cheese in it. I am thankful of course because my niece had thought of sharing me her pizza, but the pizza has a cheese and i am freak'n lactose intolerant :/

My hard-hardheadedness had backfired so now I am having a gut revolution yet again. This may subside maybe tomorrow but I will be suffering another bout of discomfort thanks to my weak self-control. I have had it with cheese and milk and all that dairy products. I vow to never really take them unless they are lactose free.

I just have to finish my Nepro meal replacement drinks because I do not want to waste them as well because of their price. Being of Asian decent just gives me this kind of digestive issues and I think this will get worse as I age, if I would age that is.

My diet adds up to the difficulty of my health not to mention my appetite issues that goes along with it so no wonder I am as thin as a flying kite. I wished that it would all go away after I slept but this is a reality that I have to face and I have to dance with its music.