Dear Diary: I Am Scared About My Leontiasis Affecting My Eyesight
Why would I've ever had this terrible bone disorder that is called Leontiasis and even in my nightmares I haven't had such horror of a condition. I am actually doesn't care about my appearance as I could be a celebrity because of this but since it could develop into something much ugly than it is now like blocking my eyesight, rendering it useless one day.
So the worry is there and I am not exaggerating, it is exaggerated enough but it has still more room to get nastier in the future because the bone enlargement in my face could block the optical nerve and it is a true complication really if something would not be made to prevent it from happening.
The bone enlargement on my left cheek is already near my eyeball socket and I can actually see the difference in my vision as it alters the contours of my lower eyelid.
I am just so scared right now and I am praying to God to just take my spirit before I could lose my eyesight completely. I just wanted to die bore my parents because I would again be subjected into another form of hardship if I would die last after my parents.
It is just dreadful history of me but it is what it really is and it is hard to accept that fact but I have to suck it up and live with it and also to fight it off because it is just the sensible way to deal with it, may God have mercy on me.
Hang in there my friend, even if it seems that there is much to overcome. I thank you for putting up a fight, but more importantly for letting us in to your world. I am glad to have met you here on Steemit @cryptopie and glad to have helped and hope that things continue to improve for you and your family.
I thank you Sir with all my heart because of all your support and kindness to me. May God bless and keep you as well as the other steemian friends.
Blogging is also my way of taking off my mind temporarily from my current situation, it is because of its unthinkable nature and it hunts me night and day thinking about my near future, it is hard to accept but I must fight and hold on to my struggles, I just need a miracle.
Glad to be part of your life through steemit @cryptopie and maybe you just need little things to go right everyday until it adds up to the one big miracle.... As for Bitcoin and the altcoins, it is only a matter of time before the rest of the world starts to wake to them. We are early and will benefit greatly when this happens. Hopefully this near future helps put some of your worries to rest. In the mean time, steem away my friend!!!
Stay strong and stay well,
friends,
@streetstyle
If it wasn't for my bone problems I can live with dialysis but it involves a different difficult and dreadful things now plus pains that won't get an ease so I just want to rest really because it is clearing now for me that this lifetime is not for me Sir @streetstyle.
Now I just want to settle my parents than working goals for myself. But it has been a hell of a ride with this life at least I was able to experience it and had seen the beautiful side of life.
De verdad que por lo que cuentas parece una terrible enfermedad @cryptopie ya que no solo causa daños irreparables en nuestros huesos si no que perjudica todo nuestro cuerpo. Saludos y Oremos para que consigas una solución a tus problemas
What is your name? I will pray for you.
Thank you Sir God bless you.
My name is Arnold Martin.
thanks man, you are on my list.
It should not be easy, my friend, but you have to keep going, God protect you and grant the desires of your heart. A hug, @cryptopie.
I hope your condition keeps improving, my prayer is always for you. Keep on smiling
Sir, how about applying for some sort of program that will make u a beneficiary of assistance from Doctors abroad? Maybe as a probono case?
These are just my 2 cents.
@cryptopie By the way you have written a great analysed post keep growing
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