Dear Diary: I Took Another Pain Pill For My Tailbone and Rib Pains

It is just different now, way more different than in my previous months of existence because of the degree and type of pain that I am suffering from. This tailbone and rib pain makes me get nightmares which sometimes makes me shout after waking up from them and then I would calm down again after realizing that it was all just some bad, bad dream.

The analgesic that I took the other day didn't do its job as I would expect so I took one again just for me to get some freedom and ease in my movements because it is my dialysis today and I just want to be at least get some level of comfortable situation in my body.

I will for now would try to sleep on my back because sleeping on my side just is very bad for my ribs because of the injury it makes. It is hard to breathe and I can't also afford to get a cough and much less sneeze because those things will give me another form of misery. So I am careful also not to sneeze because it injures these damn ribs.

I believe that my analgesics (NSAID) gives me hearing some ringing side-effect so I am not overdoing it, only when I needed some relief I would take some because of the said side-effects. NSAIDs are not good to take for long-term because it injures the gastrointestinal tract. I just like its effect because it lasts longer in relieving pain but now I just have to take another pill because of the intensity of my tailbone and rib pains that bothers me a lot more than ever than in my previous months. May the Lord God help me.