Dear Diary: I Will Take A Bath Today Until My Dizziness Have Subsided

Too bad that I cannot monitor my blood pressure at home because I suspect that my BP is high causing my dizziness when I turn my head or get up from my bed but I do have to use the bathroom today and if only I could manage not to get up, eat, or sleep I would do that but as a living organism I have to listen to my body from time to time.

But I hope to live for some years more because I wanted to reach my goals to see if I can finish my fight to win my battle against this rare bone disease. I pity some of the people that also suffered and succumbed from this condition without support because I already experienced and experiencing their agony but unfortunately there is no kill switch for this situation but only patches until maybe things are halted if not go to near normal levels.

I used to bathe many times per day especially in hot days and I also like the cold water, in my former years it is one of my comfort when I do not feel well. But now I am only limited with my trips to the bathroom but my goal is to get there without using the wheel chair. But it seems that the use of the wheelchair is diminishing now.

But I am happy about it because it means that I am not in pain. I hope that these things continue because I cannot hold on any longer. But thanks to steemit I am getting the morale and mental strength to carry on with this difficult fight.