Dear Diary: Today I Had Eaten Very Well But My Blood Pressure Still Crashed

I was surprised that when I got to my dialysis my weight was way over my usual pre-dialysis weight so I would just hope that they would completely take it off. Before dialysis I was like fish out of water and even sitting went so very tasking to do, much more the seemingly easy but "I am better dead than doing this" transfer from our car to the wheelchair.

In short I am both in misery and very heavy before my dialysis and that is because I was not perspiring much in the last few day because of the rainy weather.

Then I went to eat my food and I ate them all easy which in regular days I will not be able to eat. That is why I eat as much as I can so that it will help me not to lose weight although I know that it is near-impossible to add some weight but I cannot seem to do it.

My blood pressure crashed in the last hour in the 60/70 level although I could not feel it, meaning I can still sweat it out but my body is having some lingering pain that I cannot explain at that moment. They tried to catch my BP by adding some fluids in my system and probably stopping the fluid extraction in the process.

So what happened was I went home today very heavy and I can feel it as well as notice it in my breathing pattern. So I am kind of in a hard condition right now and will just pray to make it until Friday because this means that I cannot add much water in my body and it will just give me a hard time one again. God help me.