No Balance in 'Always'

in #introduceyourself5 years ago (edited)

Shun none.


Too many things to juggle; I don’t want a complicated spiritual pursuit. 

The body shows rashes as I cope. Overindulgence, overly austere. 


Balancing dreams; flickering. 

Projects tight, always. Compromising miserly misfortune distorted field entries of something rendering my guts acidic, my testies strong-willed. Conceived, truly masterful. Forceful not tactful, or pleasant. 


True to their soul, at once walks by. Remain unnoticed


All the while kissed with sustenance given; ripples from times where time wasn’t wasted. 

Nobody wants anything from me, but that I act and rise. 


The mental plane is thus the opposite of the sober person’s dutiful execution of things practically. 


Therefore, I balance systems with something seemingly new, that was in reality only disregarded. 

Starting ahead without starting to plan. 

Just for an experience. 


Balancing input and output. Signal scrossing, dispute immense. 

The size of my lists; » to write «, » to share «, » where? « » Respond back «, » no lack «, » signs of aliveness desirable. « 

And then, what people get to see, actually.


The ‘would-be’ and the ‘can’t-be-without’


Balancing natures’ nurture with urban demeanors rustic, only for some remarkable fusions. 

The paper. Don’t wait no longer. Uhm, positive signals, please! 

Eh, I do write instead! 


The mental command and the ingivings, the budgings, the reflection - the prayer and the bowing heads low. 

Forgotten to cry out, now too keen for a notice. Forsaken, in other words, how much can I take

Righteousness maintains my diet. Improper and useful, parted and simple. 


I can’t get it right, per se. Accounting for what is still a negative nagging and causing more of it; discomfort and disconnect, lack and dishonest means of conduct. The foolish appearing wise, always different from what it seems. 


Simple yet sublime

Factually done wonderfully, potent hours. Always turning faces to the sun. 


Botherations when my strive leads to hurdles falling in opposite directions. All goes wrong. I shouldn’t have progressed; I wouldn’t have learned. 

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Tendencies always want me to have it perfect in my hand, now! Never going nowhere. 


Talk and silence means I have actually seen enough already. 

Using tools while stacking up. Support from the crew never denied anymore out of pride and envy. 


Practical in that I learn to be practical; ironic sonic monochromatic layers leave you perplexed.

»He’s light like a feather, dives like a swan, smacks me with Thor’s hammer.« 


Principles apply. Progress at your own risk. 


Depth of understanding tragic in most relations. 

Real versus fake; stereo speaker rain sound; app-cluster for audio-visual. 


Delightful Recognition - Patters Drip 

Mental exhaustion in times where I was prepared not to hang on. Movement and rest; win or loose. Charade, truce. 

From one word unfolded, impossible from thousand back to one. Origins in the beginnings, mortals’ chance to bend light and time. 

From billion gifts shared over Christmas holidays; to somewhere close to meeting bulls-eye, bullshit for the inner eye, inner child reasoning for true compassion.


Dress of a drowning men. Catwalk. 


Yes, writing is a contact combat.


No Hangover 

Practical, once again, focussed joyful. Never detrimental. Natural harmony with purification devices, clocks and mantra-bombs. 

Technical meticulous, tactical, the miniscule immense. 

Sobriety and brute force. Calm and patient with endeavors that simply take me out. 


From goosebumps to grassroots, singular conviction. From establishment to storage space and nonaction in activism. 

Joy, perspective. Revolt. Routine. Regulation. Zip opened, still loading...?


Page to prism, spreading wings. Life-breath from nāḍī to other network pathways. 


Community where one exists

Peaceful hearts. Stringent laws. Intonation resonance, vocal cords and pull-ups. Tracklist and nose-up. 

Tight ropes, swords cut, illumined with knowledge, not a bluff. 


Can set you free from misery. Reminder served gently. 

Too much taste from affirming it. The negative, the joy in it. Ruthless disregard. 


All in joy, practically thoughtful in stillness. Emptied some concepts, hollow body, plank flip traverse. 

Posting smileys at the boards, collecting tinder from the birche. 

Reflections first honest, then inspired; last empowers not the least, others wiser skipping all but top rung of the ladder. Yoga-science,  precisely as proclaimed. 


Trading Emotions

"No, my mind is trustworthy!" 

New portals opened. New genres born. Individual strikes, triumph at last. 


Relying on sound concepts, astonished by the past. Boldness can’t be checked by wicked heads. All the while true.


In examples. Pretense and dialogue. Textbook and synthesis. High and low. 

Electrified, awake. No need. Petrified. Deprived. Releaved. Desire’s not perceived. 

Simply taking turns. Combustion makes room for humility. Pressure valve empties the room for the show. 


Gentleness, Armored. In and off itself balanced, vows required. 


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