Trilogy: A nightmare ends when you wake up from it Part.II

That girl became a ray of light in the middle of that dark and sad scene that for this woman was always her world. As a couple trying to start, they made the decision to move to another place, which would become their home, their refuge and the starting point to start a new life, in which she put all their trust, to leave back all his past and start healing many of his wounds. Time passed and with it grew that hope, which gave her strength to try to know that world they dreamed so much, full of hope, love, understanding and that new feeling that meant being a mother. It was not only her physical and emotional well-being that only mattered, it was also that of the little girl who depended on her stability and that of her father to receive as much as a child needed.


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It was very difficult for them to offer what in their life as a couple was always absent and although they tried hard, that attempts sometimes failed. Their life together had been fractured with words that hurt, with blows that marked and left feeling of helplessness and disappointment in her, what was almost impossible to forget, it was in those moments that their strength to move forward was weakened, their desires to want to wake up of that nightmare were less likely and uncertain.

It was a constant struggle with his desire to love and his chances of being able to get rid of what hurt him so much. His tears ran down his cheeks with every memory that came to his mind, with every cry of him that without realizing it, they kept reliving those hard and traumatic episodes of pain.


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Despite having in her life that flash of light that represented her daughter, her life remained very difficult, the reconstruction of her emotions and feelings was not easy to achieve, she concentrated on giving the best as a mother, as a housewife , work on everything I could. All this became an escape, dedicating time to what was her main priority for her, but she took a lot of attention away from her care and personal growth, she ranked last on the list, her appearance as a young brunette with a good body and a beautiful well-groomed hair, was replaced by a disheveled woman, without makeup for certain occasions, with a permanent tail in her hair and a few extra kilos, which made her look careless and reflected from her the little love she felt for herself. The expressions on her face were opaque, only a lot of sadness and loneliness was visualized, the reason for feeling loved and valued was absent, it was remarkable that her low self-esteem was still present, so she allowed herself to be hurt, with no intention of avoiding it, she did not care, she had got used to living under the shadow of that darkness, in a resigned way she accepted to follow the rhythm of that bad dream that she accepted to star in.