My Little Words
To live, to lose itself from the eyes, in their own presence, always stood for its full existence is always a continuous, laborious effort. In order to reach the land of death, it is enough for a person to go outside for a short time.
He loved this sentence in his book The Most Admired Invents. When I read, I was worried, so I thought. Persian origin of the word of the first meaning of the word is written dictionaries, the second meaning is the dream, anxiety.
Kundera had always felt that it was a difficult job to live with the phrase m indignant,, but that day made me realize that I had never mentioned it. I'm the child of a family who has abused life energy generously granted to their nature. My mother was overwhelmed with an astonishing life-joy, an energy of life that could seem over-viewed from the outside.
They lived big, big moves, big events. Almost all of them died early, so quickly they consumed their energies. But I always think, that this energy was so squandering that they had a desire to get rid of the burden of living a moment ago. All kinds of energy is frightening, overpowering, destructive.
I can't remember the sentence exactly, butTanpınar says: Happiness is a burden that we're afraid of carrying, we'd like to leave it on a corner and run away. I'm thinking of living my family instead of life. I have a life energy inherited by my mother, I try to spend it carefully.
Not because I was afraid of dying early, but because I found a pathetic side in my mother's life consuming the energies of life. Maybe the side of my father's life energy by using a long, long, long life is balancing it.
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