I'll never turn my back on the smiling man holding a knife. People tell me all I need to do is think positively. That's what the smiling man holding a knife is doing. Hoping I turn my back; waiting to pounce. What makes him so special?

This picture has nothing to do with anything.  It's just something I made.

^{Let It Go}

How are you feeling,

^{after wheeling and dealing?}

I wouldn't know for all I did was put on my show.

Let's go.

The last time I said to myself, "Hey, brain.  Think something good!"  My brain said:

I have deadlines to meet, people to greet, sore feet, an irregular heartbeat, a stupid rap tweet that'll have to take the backseat and remain incomplete because I can't take the heat even though it sounds neat!

That doesn't mean that I know what I'm talking about though.  My brain's taking a blow, I might mess up this flow, I feel kind of slow, I got a brother named Joe, I just heard a crow and I feel kind of low but that does not matter, I know!

This headache is killing me.  I didn't drink for this, you see.  I just woke up feeling shitty, hey there's Chef Boyardee!  He makes macaroni, that's fuel for an academic degree but I was an absentee and I blame it on my A.D.D. baby!

Sail!

^{duh duh duh duh duh duh dun dun dun dah dah!}

In other news.  I got nothing to lose, I ain't singing the blues, I'm not looking for clues and I don't have tattoos though I could use new shoes but they won't be KangaRoos because pardon my views, those are much like dog chews and I don't like to spend money on bloody refuse!

Entertainment's my game.  I don't do it for fame, that's why you don't know my name, those folks all act the same, you might think I'm insane but I do have a brain, I don't like to complain because I feel that's just lame and there's nothing to gain by being the one to blame when the shit hits the fan because of all this disdain!

Not jealous of those fellas who buy votes to tell us their next greatest plan isn't just overzealous for a change but I rage at that damn trending page when they act like they got to thee biggest stage based on how the rest of us actually gauge awesome work in this blogging for crypto age!

That was pretty cool and I'd take them to school but they don't allow drool only thee sharpest tool in the shed gets to rule not your typical ghoul who just acts like a mule swimming in the big pool of this new crowning jewel of the internet, fool!

1/29/2018

^{My brain worked better then.}

What I really want to say now is:

I'm sorry.

^{To everyone who I've pissed off since I've been here, for whatever reason.}

I've been overly outspoken and eager to express my version of brutal honesty on far too many occasions, wherever I feel like it.

I don't like what I've become.

I can be the biggest asshole anyone has ever met and act like I don't care but the thing is, I do care.

I didn't come here to make enemies.

I didn't do a good job of making friends either.  Bear with me.  I have a bad habit of keeping my distance.  I truly mean well.  A long time ago I learned something the hard way.  Only a friend can stab you in the back.  I've been fucked up ever since.

I have a lot of thoughts racing through my mind right now, I don't really know what to say.

Expect better, out of me, because I can do better.

Credits:All art and images seen here were produced digitally, by me.
^{"Just let it go."}

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