Torn pages of a Diary...

in #life6 years ago

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"From last few days, i am disturbed with some situations which are bothering me so much. I can't sleep properly and apart of me always fighting inside thinking about those situations. I stare at the wall and feel myself as a blind just because i am not noticing anything what's going on around me. I am thinking too much ....

Am i going to be mad or am i going into depression!!!! what's going on with me!!! Am i sad or devastated or depressed.. Recently i can't see the mirror because when i see that i saw a reflection of a broken girl whom i don't know.. is that me???... Lot of questions inside me searching for answer but why i need answer..

Whom i am fighting with?? I am fighting with myself nothing else... is that all gonna be end with my breath...What i am actually?? a piece of fresh meat or a human?? Oh yes, I am human because i have a heart which is going to be dead soon.... I don't cry and i don't scream because my scream is covered by those emotions so no one can't listen... I am silent and feel like this is end... let's see how i gonna survive like this
... only a body left without soul
...."

This was written on someone's diary... may be she will again write and than i will write and publish next chapter of it....

I am @priyanarc..... An architect, a dreamer and an ameture writer. I love to write what i love and what i think infact i present my own perspective. If you like me feel free to upvote me, follow me and please leave your feedback and critisism because it's the only way i can know and reach your mind and thought easily...

Thank you so much....

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