2019 starts with tiredness and being demotivated
Its 2019 (Juhuuu) and another year past when the time hitted 00:00 the last day of 2018.
Welcome to a brand new year with brand new people and brand new goals for everybody to see!
Not for me. Brand new year, yes. But thats all. Nothing changes my current situation of working my ass off with a shitty work schedule and not 2 days off straight. The past month have been worse than the entire year in terms of work. Jumpy schedule, 1 day off now and then.
I am so mental drain and demotivated that I haven not written anything in a while on steemit or even read something in a while. All I do is curate and actifit. Not what I wanted to use steemit for. I wanted knownledge!
The start of 2019 will be even worse. Not only is the work schedule fucked now I also get late night shifts because the guy who had who shifts stopped and my boss failed to find something one within 3 months so I and another guy have to cover those shifts which is only 2 days a week, meaning that it is going to fuck up my sleep schedule even more. Yay me.
My longterm goal is still to become a NLP Life Coach but that requires money. Money I dont have. Money I grind to get by changing small things in my everyday life such as eating cheaper but with enough nutrition. Not drinking as much. No candy(This one is hard).
Its quite hardcore and the only reason I do it, is so I can become a coach faster.
Heres a picture of some or my friends and I drink (y)
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It's not easy but you will get there. I know all about it since i have the same kind of lifestyle and work schedule but I keep going. At some stage in the future it will be worth it while others are still struggling in life you will have made the hard choices that set you up for the future. Keep grinding and keep steeming, someday down the line you will be glad you did.
Thanks for the kind words and I know. Its just really slow. I dont might working long hours and such because thats what I am going to do as a coach. But the hard part is when the schedule is shattered and its fucks with your sleeping pattern x)
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Don't tell me. I can work anywhere between 5am and midnight. I don't mind doing all 5am starts as I have a schedule it's when there is a mix of different ones that I get all fucked up.
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Jep. A mix of those is the worst. I have shifts starting that 19(7pm) - 3 am x). Not health when mixed in with normal hours.