Will you cry for me, or will you judge me?

Take it away, I beg you, take it all away
The pain it causes, it makes me wish I could fade away

If they knew what you knew, they'd probably shun me
I'm surprised you know it all and you love me

I know I break your heart

When I stop and think about my family, I feel new inside
I promise I would die a thousand deaths 'fore I cause them any pain
But somehow I end up killing everything

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If you feel a dark, twisted, heart-wrenching, hate-to-see-your-own-reflection
Praying for an intervention, feeling guilt and feeling shame

For me, I just call on Jesus name
Praying daily, can you take away this pain?

Take the thorn away
Still, it remains, I
Feel the same, I
Know that I'm here, but
Still feel insane

Satan would love to see my give up and throw up my hands
He says I'm guilty but You say I'm clean

Yeah, Sunday morning, or Sunday mourning
I woke up dead inside from all the hurt I saw before me

Evil tryna take away my testimony
Starin' at my phone, feelin' like a phony

Oh, I would die for you
To escape the pain I feel from all that I've been through

I feel it in my soul and in my chest
Take away this ugly thorn inside my flesh

Give me death

But grace is sufficient to start my mission
I'm so far from perfect, can't believe they listen
But hear a liar tell you truth to bring you gladness

I could never boast in my accomplishments
I can only hope in God with confidence

Opposite of optimist, U and I are consonants
Broken all the vowels, deservin' of every consequence

Will you cry for me, or will you judge me?
Will you throw stones at my head, or will you love me?

I could never be everything that you wanna see
But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me

Emerge!