The angel, my pain|| My demon, it keeps me sane

in #poem5 years ago



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🌦Should I run or walk
Cry or laugh
Live or die
Have faith or doubt
Or just lock up those gates, embracing my flaws

🌦Should I stand in the path of a moving truck
Or start swallowing addictive drugs
What about alcohols and cults
I don't know, I just want this pain to stop

🌦How do I shut out this hurt
I don't know why it just won't stop
It burns, it's shocks
Its drowns, it's taking the life out of my gut

🌦Its always easier, When it's mutual
Its messier, when you are the one on the floor
Begging to make it work
Shit!!! Life sucks

🌦Honesty - A scam
Change - A mirage/a facade/a lie/a sham
Nobody would save you, from the beast within
Everybody runs when they see the evil in thee

🌦The demons you hide just to make them smile.
The demons life made for you from the scars and pain of the past
The demons that give you comfort at night
The demons you would fight to your last, just to make him stay in your arms

🌦At the end of it all,
The demons stay
The angels leave
The light fades
And the darkness remains....

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And life is what it is. Interesting read bro. #bigwaves

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