My heart (Poetry)...
Wanna pour my heart....
Wanna pour my heart out
Was meant to be in the west
But now I head to the South
Tears inside of me
Gathered like a threatening tsunami
But I can't let it out,
I made it halt
Instead i rage at myself
like it's all my fault
All my friends know I'm bothered
But I can't tell them why
cause I don't fully know why
Except I wanna lie
Perhaps I may just be high
Oh maybe I know... But it feels like my wife as just been murdered...
I feel an imaginary knock out...
I can't get to think straight
My brain whistles...
And my eyeballs black out
I feel I'm been cheated
But I don't know what to think
Whether to believe the recent whispers of an unknown familiar enemy Or to believe the past conversation of a loving heart that means a lot to me...
Someone who I could possibly die for, But now I don't know what to think...
My whole heart gets to sink
My two balls getting shrieked
Now I feel like I'm a freak..
Like I screw things all up
Pour worries in a small cup
Sent it through a poor horse
The horse landed over seas...
Farther than where I can see
And gave the worries to a miss..
Sorry I meant a Mrs
Don't even know what to think
I didn't mean to send worries
All I wanted was just peace
Just happiness with ease
And make love never seize
But somehow I sent worries
Remember it was sent through a horse
A horse with just a cup....
A very small cup....
But it got there in lorries.......
I can't stop hunting myself
For now I'm so in pain...
I mean sincere pain......
Stronger than killing myself...
Now it's all gone....
See you in my next world....