Moonlight Matcha

rose [11:39 AM]
Amazing
I may be a pumpkin
Trying to be a not pumpkin
It's ridiculous how little it takes to affect me
I may have licked the spoon though

satorid [11:40 AM]
pumpkin spice latte
moonlight matcha

rose [11:40 AM]
I have no expectations, so I don't succumb,
I just experience what comes.
There is no literature on micro dosing

Lol, moonlight matcha
That should be a thing

satorid [11:42 AM]
it really should

(Image by Nikki Boardman)

Moonlight Matcha

Kissing under the moonlight
Making psychedelic love children
That cosmic love leaving nothing but
a warm place by my side where you once laid
Ruthless and yet I once knew it's gentle touch
I found this in my notebook

lullaby raps to the universe

kick, tick, blown
ruthless love like this
sent me out by venus

In a space outta sounds
In a rhymeless whisper

all I had was
Moonlight matcha
with every touch,
with every kiss,
with every bliss

I came back
I came back
too you

When the moon
falls into the sea,
and the Sun
explodes into infinity

we will still be
dancing the cosmic
dance of eternity
for it has always
been this way,
we are just beginning
to really see

An old fashion romance with a twist
It never ended in bliss
But one last kiss
And we said goodbye
Through jaded eyes and shit covered lies
That cosmic love, sent from above
Twinkled like stars
Questioning who we are
It doesn't give a fuck about you and me
Time is but an illusion, this place, an image
Imaginary friends and circumstances distort the reality

Don't mind me,
I'm just here sippin'
moonlight matcha tea

just sparkle a lil star dust
and I'll swirl in galaxies

what can I tell you of dreams that
you don't already know?

when you hearing knocking
you open the fucking door
when you see a damn bird
its time to sing

all the fucking shit you got
deep inside your soul
let out all the shit, that
is killing your soul

Relationships seem so shallow,
leaving me feeling empty and alone
I'm not searching to fill the void in my heart,
that's fulfilled by love of me, I am my own home
It's the emptiness by my side where my best friend once stood,
cracking jokes and feeling free
One by one I've lost them all to the darkness
And I keep wondering, is there anyone willing to choose the light?
What is light and dark at the end of the day,
the beginning of a journey when it all falls away
What are those voices whispering on the wind,
does the edge fall off, where does the world end?
Why do men promise to only be a friend, then
I find myself pulled into their arms, lips pressed to mine
as I'm screaming, I don't want this, silently in my head,
my body protests against the thought as hormones overwhelm logic and
I'm swept into the bitter sea of emotion once again

Concentrate on what you want to say
to yourself, your true self
and eternal beauty

and when you think,
who gives a dam about me,

I FUCKING DO!
I LOVE YOU
AND ALL YOUR MADNESS
I DON'T ONLY KNOW THIS
I FUCKING FEEL THIS
DEEP, DEEP, INSIDE MY BONES

disembodied love,
Follow the moonlight;
don't hide the madness,
let go of the sadness
emerge out of the emptiness

You say what you want to say
when you don't give a dam
who's listening, dancing under the moonlight

In that time of night,
lying in bed, thinking
what you really think,
sending strange emails
making the inner world public,
that's what love does

Our hearts are infinite so
fuck time and space
we transcend it
because we have
the felt experience
of one another

Our connection is timeless
Regardless of place, time, or circumstance
I have tasted you and I
There is a part of us which will dance
until the sun explodes into infinity
and the moon falls into the sea