The word "LOVE" used to be a taboo
Yet you changed it out of the blue
All negativity connected to this word
Disappeared to a nonexistent world


I used to be afraid; I tremble
For I have had my world crumble
The moment I realized everything was a joke
You can't even imagine how my then naive heart broke


Someone scarred me; permanently, I thought
But it changed when you came, miracle, you brought
I learned to risk my heart and smile again
The butterflies you gave took away the pain


Accepting your feelings wholeheartedly;
It made me accept the fact that I am me
I learned to once again love and trust
Leaving all my inhibitions in the dust


Thank you for making me the best version of myself
For guiding me away from my life's darkest shelf
For the love and for embracing even my past
Rest assured, you're not alone in making this relationship last




@tegoshei

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It's finally up! I was supposed to make this post after my classes last night, but I was too excited to watch PBB again since Fumiya is back, so I couldn't make this. Anyway, there's no pressure, right? hahaha xD I wonder if someone reads this, though. lol

Well, I want to write here what inspired me to create this poem...

MAGE SOURCE


YES! BJ Alex, it is! BJ Alex is actually NSFW, but the story is really good. Yes, there might be some scenes which are R18, but the story sure has substance.

BJ Alex is a Korean Webcomic which you can purchase in Lezhin. It's a BL story between a BJ (Broadcast Jockey) and a fan. Alex (not his real name) is a BJ from a gay porn site, but is actually a well-respected student council president and model student in their university while DG, is a closet gay University student who is Alex's fan.

The "exciting" roller coaster story between these two began when DG found out that his University "sunbae" (senior) is his BJ fantasy, Alex. Both of them have really hurtful past which is very relatable especially those who are gender-discriminated.

I really love the story and the art style is lit! Well, if you're a fujoshi/fudanshi, I would highly recommend it. Though I don't recommend it to "normal" people.

I'm a supporter of LGBTQ because I strongly believe that LOVE is LOVE and everyone deserves to LOVE and be LOVED by anyone regardless of gender. (I don't support pedophiles, though. I think it's a crime)

To be honest, I am a genderfluid person. If someone ask me about my sexuality, I would likely answer that I'm a demi-sexual, panromantic being. (I said being, because I'm not sure if I'm human... lol)

Kidding aside, I am truly in love with the thought of LOVE and BEING LOVED. However, no one is giving me butterflies at the moment (Well, except for a bunch of anime characters... haha) I'll end this post by saying,

"Let's spread LOVE and HAPPINESS!!!"

Thanks for dropping by! じゃあね～！