Psychedelics and why I haven't used them

Sometimes I really think I should try some psychedelics. It would be great to catch another glimpse of the indescribable and perhaps gain further insight. Despite my skepticism towards the human tendency to over interpret, I do empathize with the psychonaut's desire to explore and believe there is profound truth hiding behind overinterpretations.

I also believe in going with the flow and taking cues from life. If something does not show up on your life, there is a reason for it. Perhaps you are not ready or perhaps it would become a distraction for you. Perhaps in your current condition it would irreversibly fuck you up.

I happen to enjoy living in a place where such substances (and even a little 420) is considered extremely taboo, and so to actively seek out such substances would be foolish in my opinion. That's not to say I care much about legality. It's more about, as I said, the ability to go with the flow and setting clear priorities. The people here who have tried all seem to have done so overseas.

I would love to explore in the right conditions and environment, but psychedelic exploration is not my greatest passion. I am more drawn to the prospect of building community and finding peace where I am and creating. That is something I feel capable of doing where I am.

I also believe that one does not need a vehicle to get where they want to go. It may take longer, but it is sometimes walking is more enjoyable and shows you some things that you would miss while driving.

If these tools find me, I'll take on the call to adventure. That's how I believe it should be. Until then, meditation and life itself give me plenty to explore. I don't need substances to be a psychonaut.

If anyone knows any good websites or blogs to read by inspired psychonauts though, let me know. I've already read McKenna and Huxley books.