So What If I Told You...

What if I told you

...^{that there are voices in my head?}...

You or me?

I thought they'd gone!

And what if I told you that I used to think there was just one of 'me' H ^aH ^aH_oH_o – schizo state of split awareness thinking itself to be one... inhabiting its own channel and calling this the whole spectrum; all eleventy-three-and-a-half of us/them jabbering away in mostly mutual exclusivity?

So, what if I told you that I now feel saner on the outer perimeters of 'sanity' than I did when I thought I needed to dig for the center?

..._{wrong direction meesta barge, but you gotta try it to not buy it}...

SO WHAT?



Why the faraway question mark?

Indeed, then let's get rhetorical on jowass: So what if I told you I was confused when I didn't know there were many, assuming there was but one; I never understood the interconnectedness of the seemingly different voices, each with their own take on the situation; I never once looked to see, was unaware and didn't know, never ^LIS_tened.

So fuckin' WHaaAAAaaT? Get yer ears cleaned!

Yeah, no biggie.