Missing the Bond While Cutting the Strings

How awkward it is for me to suddenly feel this bizarre feeling of losing something I've known nothing about. All I have thought before that I wanted to escape and forget everything happened and move on with my own life without taking the path of holding those hope to have a family even if it's just comprised of two pretty young, lost souls. Yes, a tale as old as time. But the moment I began to let go of the memories, then my heart starts to cling onto those even the tiniest detail. Just hoping someday, I could laugh and be in this place together with the person I once called as what's left to me as a family. The only remain of a once lost lover, forgotten by their own children.