Why did We really Signed up for so much Pain?

We Lightworkers, We the Children of Light, We have gone through so much Pain and Suffering, so much Violation and Separation in Darkness in our Life. We were Abused, Abandoned, Hurt by many, Cheated by many, Deceived and Played by so many through our Lifes. Our Hearts were broken to little Pieces and all We ever did was sincerely Love those Who hurted us and for Myself Eye Know, Eye would never do them what it was done upon Me through them. Eye Know how it Feels. Eye have always been a Sweetheart, but Eye was Abandoned in earliest Childhood, there was Violence already when Eye was in Womb and that's Why I AM left Eye Blind. Just after the Parents left in Grand Explosion, Eye was Abused just after Abandonment, Eye was mocked at School always and not really Part of those who were popular. In Highschool Eye Witnessed Violence and unnecessary Young Deaths of My Friends even. In My Love Life, Eye hurted most and it never seemed to Me like Eye did anything Wrong, yet Eye was the One depending on Their Heart and Attached. Eye hurted so much. Also People around Me were many Times lying to Me, Cheated Me, Played Me in many Ways, so many Things were Promised to Me by others and outcome was just an empty Word. Suffering and Pain throughout all My Life Eye Experiences, until The Point, Eye Graduated within and became Love and Happiness Myself,

Why We got so hurt or still get so hurt, when We are the Sweethearts with Loveliest Heart in this World, One may ask Himself. Why do those that We Love and Love us always seem to hurt us in Time? Why do Sweetest Hearts Suffer the most in Time? Well, Eye do not Know if You are ready to Hear the Answer, but what if Eye told You that from the Soul Level where We have incarnated from in Physical Form on Earth, on Soul Level We have kindly asked Everyone, Who ever hurted us to do so, it was our Desire to get hurt in the Ways that it happened, for us to Experience most terrible Things caused by those that We Love most. This Game of Life is a Hard Pill to Swallow. Yes, Eye Myself asked every Soul Who ever hurted Me to do so and they did it only because They Love us so much, They are our Soul Family. They are so close to us on Soul Level, that They did it only for no One else would do it and They Knew We want to Experience it. They Love us so much that They agreed to Forget our Love and serve the Hardest Lesson in this World for us. Only those Who Love us the most would do so. We have signed up for all the Pain and We have written the Script of all Trauma and Drama in our Life, yet in this World We forgot the Game and it became Hard and Serious. Forgetting was the Point of learning the Lesson and Mastering. We had to forget, for Game to Work in Illusion od Forgetfulness. so We can Master it.

Why would Eye do this to Myself, One may ask Himself, Why would Eye want to Experience such Hurt and Trauma on Myself from those Who Eye Love the most? Eye want to Love only and want to be Loved only. One may ask Himself just that and Answer is very Simple. You come from the Soul Level, from Highest Dimensional Plane from the Reality of no Pain, No Separation, no Violation, no Hurt, no deceitful Games, You come from the World of no Karma, no Attachments, You come from the World where Unconditional Love, Respect, Balance and Harmony is the Natural Way of Living and Loving and there is no other Way Experienced. Ways of Separation, Violation and all the Deceitful Karmic Attached Ways of the 3rd Dimension where completely Alien to Your Purity. You never Experienced such Low Vibration of Separation on Yourself. You did not Know what You are really signing up for, how it really feels when is Lived. How could You Know what You don't Know. You just Knew the Importance of the New Earth Game and what is the Glorious Result of the Game You Play on Earth Now, most Glorious End ever in Time and You are One of Greatest Masters of the Universe, otherwise YOu were not here Today. This is the Hardest Game for Greatest Masters of the Universe with Greatest Result on the End when Game is Won. You Knew You can Win and there is no other Way, otherwise You would not have signed up for it. Know Your Power. You are Glorified by Greatest Ascended Masters for You did what only Greatest Master would do and in Reality Power of Greatest Ascended Master is truly within You, underneath all the Darkness and Separation blinding You from the Heavenly Glory, that You really are. You wanted to Experience and Live the Separation and Darkness to Extreme in Order You can Learn about this Energies of Separation in Darkness, that do not exist in the World of Love. where You came from. There was no other Way for You to assist the our Mother Gaia in Ascension into 5th Dimension, where You came from or Higher, but for You to really Experience all the Darkness, Separation and Violation on Your own Skin in Your own Shoes to the Extreme in Order to learn about the Energies, that are keeping this World in the Matrix of Separation. You had to learn about this Energies to Master them eventually and Rise Above them. There is no other Way. We had to Conquer all this Negative Energies within us First by taking Them in Ourselves, getting Consumed by Them in order to Conquer Them and Heal Them as Masters of New Earth. One with most Confidence and Power Today, was the Weakest and of no Faith in Himself once. Greatest Master Today once almost gave up on Himself, but anyway He has Risen out of His Grave to New Life. Out of New Life that Rises, New Earth Rises.

You did it, for You knew very Well, the High Stakes of this Game and You really did it just for the End Result which is Glorious. You are taking our Galaxy to the Light and You are on the Front Line of Direct Action. Harder the Gameplay, Greater the Reward. Heaven on Earth build by Your Greatest Mastery and MAgnificance that You are. You Knew very well, that Result of this Game is most Glorious and Magnificant ever and You signed up for it, for the Greatest End Result is worthet of all the Pain and You Knew that You are capable of Winning the Game and there is no other Way for You. You are the Greatest Master of the Universe. Yet You did not really Know how Separation, Violation and all the Darkness Feels as You Live it, how could You Know, You came from the World where Love is the Law. You did not Know how it feels, when YOu actually have to Live it in total Forgetfulness of Your Divine Magnificence. But You did it to learn and Experience the Separation, Violation and Darkness on Your own Being, so on the End You can learn out of all these Terrible Lessons that hurted You, Heal Yourself and Conquer all the Pain and become a Master of Masters. So YOu can do the Impossible and out of Total Forgetfulness and Separation of Self that I AM, You once again against all the Odds re Member that I AM You and Embody the God that I AM Source once again in Your Divine Human Body as Above so Bellow and take this World to Heaven as Result of Your Divine Being that I AM. You have gone through all the Darkness, Separation and Violation of this World, Experienced it tremendously, but Conquered it and Mastered it, instead of Pain Destroying You, You have become a Master of Everything that is Destroying Humanity, by Healing it and Releasing it out of Your being and Re Membering Your Divine Magnificence once again. And because You have gone through it, Conquered it and Healed it within You, Now You can assist those Who are struggling in Same Ways and Suffering and You can Help Them to Heal, Understand and Forgive, so They can become a Masters that Forgiven Everyone and Conquered Everything that hurted Them also, so Now They can Help others to Heal. There is no other Way to take our Beloved Earth to Heaven. Only in this Way, You can assist our Beautiful Planet, Mother Gaia, to Ascend to Heaven on Earth, by being a Master of Everything You were once a Victim of, by conquering all the Pain and Separation of this World, for Masses of this World are Victims of just Same Pain of Separation and Global Violation. You can Heal only what You Conquered Yourself. You have taken Yourself out of Hell of 3rd Dimension into Heaven of 5th Dimension or Higher, so Now You can take our World to Heaven for the Kingdom of Love is within You. You Experienced all this Pan and Darkness, so You may assist others to become Greater then You are. We are Walking Eachother Home. We are Walking our Mother Gaia to Heaven. There is no other Way for You to Rise our Earth to Heaven, but by Experiencing all the Pain and Separation on Yourself, COnquering and Healing it so YOu can Teach others, how to do it as well. We are Walking eachother back Home.

It had to be done. There was no other Way and those who caused Greatest Pain upon You, those Closest to You, They actually Love You the most, for They provided such Experience for You and even agreed to forget Your Love in some Cases. Only those Who Love YOu most would do what You want to be done. It had to be done for Absolute Greatest Purpose, the Greatest End and before You have come here, You actually did not See anything else but that Greatest End, Heaven on Earth. And for that Greatest Glorious End, there was nothing, that You would not do and just for that Glory, You decided to take upon Yourself all the Pain and hurt of this World. For as You Win the Game, Mastery that Your Soul receives and Multidimensional Rewards in this World even and most important through all Your Multidimensional Being are Priceless and all Abundant beyond the Comprehension of our Current State of Consciousness on all Levels. You signed up for all this Pain, for You Knew that it is worth, so just Imagine the Greater End waiting for You. No One said it is to be Easy, but We wrote the Script Ourselves. The Hardest most difficult Paths Lead to Greatest, most Magnificant Destination,

Eye want to End with something, You should Feel deeply. From the Soul Level, Judas was the Best Disciple of Jesus. From Soul Level He Loved Him so much that He decided that He is to do what no One would for He Loved most and agreed even for His Name to be tainted for Ages in this World, just out of Love and Intimate Closeness and most Importantly for it had to be done for the Greatest End Ever and only the One Who Loves most can agree on such a Thing on Soul Level. We are the Body of Christ and We have all signed up Ourselves to take upon us all the Suffering and Pain of Humanity, for the Greatest End ever, Heaven on Earth, that We are rising on Earth as We Conquer and Release all the Pain of this World, that ever hurted us in Time. We are to Inherit the Earth in Heaven. The New Earth.

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