My mind and my feeling has twisted me good. It make me confuse and it start to make me realise how stupid i am that time.

Deep down i know how my feeling to her. I mean the feeling that you just can’t think that you will had. But then again i don’t believe this feeling. I’m trying my best lie to my self and tell my self it’s nothing. Why? Because i don’t wanna lose my relationship as a friend to her gone just cause of my feeling. I don’t wanna ruin it and end up losing her forever. That how much i’ll care and love her without i’ll realise it.

Seeing her being flirt with other guy make me mad and become uncomfortable with it. I was like What the hack is happening to ma self! Stop it meizan! You just acting crazy and stupid. You just being protected to her cause she’s like your own sister. That’s what i’m telling my self on that moment. But i know, i just twisted that feeling again and i just choose to ignore my feeling.

I’m sure you guys ever fall in love with your best friend and never wanna ruin the relationship you had just cause of your feeling right? Well that’s what happen to me

As my quote in that picture, Love is beautiful as the blue ocean are but it also danger as it look beautiful. Cause love could kill you slowly even how beautiful it is. You never know whats coming in life and when it gonna happen.

Like Elvis Presley song say ;

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you?

Tittle : Can’t help falling in love

As what that song say, i’ll ask my self is it a sin for me to love her? But i just can’t help my self to love you till today.

Well, days goes by months goes by we become more lose then ever. I have start to know her family and has start to hangout with the mother. Which i never even think to make her fall in love me by having a good relationship with her mother. I just found it fun and happy getting to know them.

Few month’s has gone and i have received one phone call from her mother early in the morning. She telling me that Amanda is sick and it has become worse then ever.

I was so panic and .......

TO BE CONTINUE AGAIN.....

Salut! 🍻

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Hi #steemian!

I’m trying my best to write more story to my self! And there’s my story about my love life as you read above. Thank you taking your time to read it and upvote me. Leave a comment below and tell me what you guys think bout my story.

Salutttt #steemian

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