Dear Diary: Time Flies So Fast And Its July Already And I Am Happy

I am both happy and sad that it is more than half of the year 2018 had passed already and it is July 14th now. I am sad because of course the past days of my life or everybody's life cannot be relived, it is now just a memory although it's quite something I do not want to remember as most of my days here on earth are filled with hardship.

But I like it when times passes as it should although for me now it passed so quickly that important events in my life seemed happened only yesterday. It causes me to get excited how tomorrow will bring me things that I do not expect if I would get the chance to achieve my goals or not, what is important is that at least I am on the road to my goals and I have a journey that I am keeping and it I know has a sweet destination.

It is because as days go by I can feel the small differences in my body because of the fact that I am medicating it with the hope that I will be cured of my bone ailments which bothered me for years already. So if this continues I can see in the coming months that I will be different from now on how I feel with my body.

A few months ago it is even not tolerable to sit or even lay on my bed because of my back pain. Also, even sneezing can injure me, as well as normal exertions like lifting an object or even a normal body movement can be so excruciating. Now it is all fading away and I pray to God that he would will for me to finally be cured on what makes me ill.

Sometimes I would touch my face and say to it to get normal again, I just hope that an angel of God would listen and relay to God my lamentations because I really wanted to get normal again even just for a while in my lifetime.