Ulog #80 Stars on the sky

Hi Ulogers and Steemians!

With my smartphone i cant make good picture about what is in the title.
But i am sure no need to make a picture because everybody know what i am talking about.
It is late night here already. Even i am tired so much but i cant sleep. I was watching the sky for a while looking for answers.
Looking for solutions.
And looking for support.
I dont use to make it often. Usually when i was doing this i was drunk always. And i was in trouble or just for chilling.
But in the last few years i almost give up the drinking. Maybe 2x i drank alcohol last year. I need my mind to be clear because now i am responsible for my family.
And until i cant provide them everything i cant rest.

So even now when i should sleep i am just thinking thinking......
How small we are. How many things we dont know yet.
From the sky we just looks like the ants. Doing our every day life.
Hmmmmm
For our family we are important but when you are alone and you look up to see the stars on the sky it feels like nothing doesnt matter.
Makeing this account to earn a little money. Maybe tomorrow i die. Than all my work will be useless. Even this small amount if my family dont know the password will be gone.

The only thing that i like here i think that i can write down my toughts and i can clear my mind. Thays it. I have followers but mainly just i recieve a vote from few people😂
Jesus😂
Like a ant. Doing what i have to do but i cant make any changes. Even i would like to help others to have a better life i cant manage mine😂
And again i just writing and writing the nothing. 😂

I think it means time to sleep soon.

Good night everyone! But dont forget to look up to the sky sometimes. See the stars see the light and clear your mind. 😉