#ulog: WILL I EVER HAVE A PERFECT DAY?
Just sitting in my lonely cell and wondering if I will ever have a perfect day. Each day seem to come with its own problems and worries. Some of them, I can't seem to comprehend. Some of these problems I can't fix and it gets me so worked up.
I get up each day praying for a good day but I end up having a ruffled day with some many bad news and happenings.
I was supposed to have begun my industrial training months back but up until now, nothing good is coming. I have submitted letters in several companies but no feedback yet.
Everyone is talking of connections. Must I know someone before I get to be employed? Must I know someone on the inside before I get what I want despite the fact I deserve it? I think Nigeria needs to be reformed and re-shaped. Things can't keep going the way there are.
Sometimes, I seem so close to getting a thing but I end up discovering that I am so far. I am so damned tired of everything!! You put in so much effort into a thing but the outcome turns out to be outrageously bad and disheartening. Will things ever change? ?
Will there ever a perfect day?
Yes!!
Inasmuch as things might not be making a perfect sense today or presently, I strongly believe that it will make perfect sense tomorrow.
That's what keeps my going. That what drives me. But not for this believe in my heart, I would have given up a long time ago .
Just as there are bad and imperfect days, there will surely come good and perfect days
I'll never lose hope!!!
Better days are sure coming. ..
Just having wild thoughts