ULOG: #3 For Week 14 - Feeling Devastated Can Not Stop My Tears - Another Death In The Family

in #ulog6 years ago (edited)

Early this morning the first news I saw was that my cousin died. The one I made a post about. We were all hoping she would make it. It was sudden. She died early morning. Since the news I can't stop crying every time I think of her.

She is not the first cousin that died but she is the one I am very close with. Almost everyone is close to her. My heart aches for her and her 3 children. Her oldest son is to be married in Jan 2019.

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These are just pictures I found. I can't bear to look at more pictures. When her mom died it hurt, but this hurts more.

We just buried my uncle last Aug.3, 2018. My cousins who arrived from Dubai are trying to find a way to stay even for another day because they are supposed to fly back tonight.

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With my mom and my cousin the priest. It is his older sister that died. Such a burden on his shoulder saying mass for his sister and burying her. My uncle is my mom's younger brother, now there are only 2 of them left.

I want to thank everyone who said prayers for her. But God had other plans for her. We should be happy that she is no more pain, but the pain is for us who are left behind.

My problem is how can I stop the tears??? It is easy to say but can some one really tell how to ease the pain and tears?

My saddest #ulog and #teardrops.

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Death is tragedy that befalls mankind. Sorry for your loss. My condolences.

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Condolence mam @purpledaisy. I hope after all the crying you will feel relieved.
When my aunt died, crying did me a bit of relief.

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Thank you but the tears have just started it will be worse on friday when I go for a vigil and on Monday when she is buried
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Oh, really a sad day for you po. Stay strong for the family. You will be able to surpass these sad moments with God's help.

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Please receive our heartfelt condolences dear @purpledaisy57
A hug for you.
The soul of your cousin rests in peace.

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thank you very much

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