ULOG: #6 For Week 14 - Got Thru The Day - Something Different On Steemit

I just got home from our vigil for my cousin. The #tears did flow. Especially when I hugged the children and her siblings. But after looking at her , she looked so peaceful and calm. She even looked like she was smiling. It made me feel better, But I still miss her terribly.

I met our relatives again and saw my cousinn's classmates from elementary and high school. I was good to see how loved she was. How she made people happy. If I only lived close by or even had some means of transportation (free), I would be there everyday.

I now feel at peace and happy for her. But the sorrow or sadness will always be there especially when we think of her.

I wanted to sleep but I can't until I make my #ulog. I also noticed today that we are not earning SBD or steem dollars anymore??? I see a higher amount in steem and steem power? Maybe on Saturday during the discord @surpassinggoogle will explain or some other members.

I sometimes feel like giving up because I am not earning enough and noticing other #steemians not being as active as before. But I will go on. I need the income but I also need the opportunity to be able to express myself, to let out emotions, to be #human and to mind minds.

I am financially drained. But the earnings and donations for the 2 #upfundme projects I will not touch. So I will just keep on going. There maybe a rainbow at the end.

I will now rest because it has been a long day and along travel. There are lots of road widening and repair going on. It has made some areas bumpy. 1 1/2 hours to the city and the same going back home.

Good night #steemians and #steemit.

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