Counted hours

My mother abandoned me when I was born, it was not so difficult to survive because I was surrounded by food, I just had to fight for it, to get it and be able to survive for longer, all my brothers do the same, even though they do not talk to me and always want to take me away, we are a family so I do not see it as unfair.

Everything I have learned has been intuitive, I feel that I am very intelligent, I can know how to do things without anyone telling me, adults or siblings, nobody, only me, today I knew how to take my first steps and even grab things.

Today I learned to run, I can go further now and I like that, I am not limited to doing the same always, now I have options, hopefully my parents would see what I have achieved on my own, my brothers have now abandoned me, each one we take a different path in our life, mine is to survive day to day.

I found a place to live, there is good food, the people around me do not mind my presence although sometimes I feel that it hinders me so I quickly move to another place not to disturb and although I am more comfortable here for some reason I feel something of fear.

Today I saw how they tried to hit a person just like me, without a home or family, I have been with them so long that it amazes me to see what they are capable of doing, I felt sad and helpless because I could not do anything, without saying anything, I just move away from the place, be with those kinds of people should be the worst in the long run.

I have not got anywhere in so much time of search, I find it difficult to keep up with the pace I had before, I feel that my last days are coming... I hope I can last longer here.

Before my last moments passed, I found a good place where I can be, full of living people, enjoying life itself, fresh air and good food, but I think my last day has arrived, my life was long and lasting even though for others have been very short, for us this would be a long life, but for humans it would only be hours, the life of a fly is like that, struggling to survive.