I am a victim of my OWN MIND...

I often wonder in my sleepless night that why I am so upset and deeply void in myself.I sometimes cannnot hold myself as it myself will devour me and convolute me into the blackhole of eternity.Life is dull and boring for me.Liveliness of mine snatched by the mysterious ugleness of soul.My soul is smeared by the bed of thrones in the disguise of cushiness flowers.
I fell incomplete myself as if someone would come and fill the space of my fear and subservence to evil diaspora.Someone would merge into my body and soul and my whole world would disppear from this ruthless and sinister happy world!