I feel the emotion flowed in this article. You write it from the heart. Sorry if I didn't know your story. Sorry if you thought your father didn't love you but glad to know you understood. I salute to your parents for raising a good person like you, friend. Continue being so kind and a good friend to us then you'll always be blessed. Life is to short to hold back if we always misunderstand our parents because parents know what is the best for their children so we should cherish them all the way until their hair turns gray. Sadly, I lose my father without my side and it was painful because when he was alive, he didn't hear any word from me telling how much I love him.