The organic glue of consciousness

You know that you think foolish thoughts - or more accurately - thoughts that seem stupid to you, only because they seem nonsense to you, because they are private thoughts of yours, no commitment, no publicity, not even a drawer. But they are still there, like glue that sticks to the foundations of your worldview, maybe even the mind, like a kind of cartilage that enters the spaces between all the ideas, and it's actually organic glue that has your characteristic body odor and is a bit mixed with excretions And body fluids - so it seems organic to you and there is a tendency to be ashamed of it, and get rid of dealing with it, but this is actually your hallmark, And that explains you, and maybe it's pretty much the same for everyone, or at least for some people like you, or maybe it's just me, or is it not?