From Full-Time Crypto Trading to Losing My Mind...

Ugh, today has been a complete disaster! I woke up to check my phone and found out that my favorite cryptocurrency had been blown out of the water again! What's wrong with me? Why do I always manage to find the 'best' coins to blow up my account?! I've been stopped out, taken a loss, and gotten stuck - you name it, it's happened to me! I used to think I was a master of full-time crypto trading, but now I'm just full-time posting on forums asking why I got blown out again... My wallet is thinner than my face at this point! Why do I always buy at the highest point and sell at the lowest? What's going on with the world?! Do I really need to go back to basics and learn about 'fundamental analysis' and 'technical analysis'?! I've been in the crypto game for five years now, do I really need to learn about 'risk management'?! My life is just staring at my phone, waiting for the next blowout... What's the point of this life?! Should I even keep chasing this full-time crypto trading dream?! I'm starting to question my entire strategy and whether I'm just deluding myself.