Kudos to you for having worked through this stuff. We all have access baggage that we probably need to get rid. I was raised Catholic too. Boy did I harbour a lot of anger (molested by a priest when I was 8 or 9). and then not supported by my parents! Nice uh? I have taken a long time to work through a lot of stuff but when you finally do, It is such a relief! Just know that you are not alone!