Oh my goodness...I hear ya about feeling like a failure. I had that just the other day, and it's got to be one of my least favorite out of all the negative things you can feel. But like you said, it was for today, and tomorrow you will feel better! I think, because we don't like to feel bad, we forget how important hard days are. Tomorrow you'll be a little stronger than you were yesterday!

So, I hope you get your irrigation sorted out. I know how important that is. But if you keep trying everyday, that is all you can ask of yourself. Then one day you'll back and see how far you've come!

Aso, it breaks my heart that the geraniums are gone too. It's so hard watching others mame choices that we know aren't right. Well, atleast different than what we would have chosen. I think it's always important to remember that we never know the full picture. This allows me to live with much more grace for the people around me.

Hope you wake up refreshed for a new day! Because it is brand new, and full of possibilities! 😙

P.S. I'm not sure if you've seen yet...but the hubs and I are apart of an amazing new community called the Global Homestead Collective! @ghscollective We have a discord set up too! I would love for you to come! https://discord.gg/KCYH4JX