Afternoon Everyone,

No dreams last night I’m afraid to say. Probably because I had them all the night before. There was so much to tell you about I had to write it twice! However, I do have some things to write about that probably has a lot to do with insomnia.

Thursday 14th December 2017

Even though I didn’t have any dreams last night, I’m still going to write a post about Not Sleeping!

Literally I have been wide awake for the past 11 nights. I don’t know why I’m not sleeping. At first I put it down to my Granny being ill for such a long time, then she passed away. For a few days after she passed, I still felt her presence. The night she died, I dreamed about being told about her death, only to find her in the house telling me there had all been a mistake and that she was ok. A day later or so I saw a flash of bright light in my eyes. It was only for a split second, but it was the whitest, brightest light I had ever seen!

Then one morning a few days later, I saw a white feather. It was quite small, but again it was pure white! It was attached to a shrub right next to where I was sitting. It was blowing gently in the wind. It looked like it was wiggling trying to get my attention. It certainly did!

Another night, I had the flash of white light again. This time the light was a lot smaller in my eyes. In actual fact, it only flashed in the corner of my left eye. The light had a very bright middle and was quite hazy round the edges. I’m pretty sure this is my Granny, letting me know she is always with me.

The next few nights I was wide awake. I had nothing on my mind. I wasn’t worried about anything, I wasn’t thinking about anything. I was just awake! Usually it’s noises that keep me awake, but I have been in a room by myself, there were no unusual sounds, nothing tapping or clicking to keep me awake. I just don’t know!

Most people would say it’s sugar or caffeine that does it. I did have some donuts one night, but then I have them every Wednesday and they haven’t stopped me sleeping before.

Last night was my worst night overall. So much so, I ended up having to take a tablet that I’ve used in the past for nerve pain. I know it makes me very drowsy, but it does make me feel like 'utter shite’ the next day. I have to say after being awake from 11pm all the way to 4:30am I had no alternative but to take it. I’m glad I did as it did knock me out around 6am. I eventually woke up just before 10am! The thing is I do feel like crap today. I know I have to go out and do a bit of shopping. I think I’m going to hit the caffeine hard!

Even though there were no dreams here, I still hope you found my read still interesting. Hopefully I will get some shut eye tonight and I will have some wonderful dreams to tell you all about.

If you enjoyed this, why not read my diary.

Dream Diary

December
13/12/17 - Part 2 | 13/12/17 - Part 1 | 12/12/17 | 11/12/17 | 10/12/17 | 9/12/17 | 8/12/17 | 7/12/17 | 6/12/17 | 5/12/17 | 4/12/17 | 3/12/17 | 2/12/17 | 1/12/17

November
30/11/17 | 29/11/17 | 28/11/17 | 27/11/17 | 26/11/17 | 25/11/17 | 24/11/17 | 23/11/17 | 22/11/17 | 21/11/17 | 20/11/17 | 19/11/17 | 18/11/17 | 17/11/17 | 16/11/17 | 15/11/17 | 14/11/17 | 13/11/17 | 12/11/17 | 11/11/17 | 10/11/17 | 9/11/17 | 8/11/17 | 7/11/17 | 6/11/17 | 5/11/17 | 4/11/17 | 3/11/17 | 2/11/17 | 1/11/17

October
31/10/17 | 30/10/17 | 29/10/17 | 28/10/17 | 27/10/17 | 26/10/17 | 25/10/17 | 24/10/17 | 23/10/17 | 22/10/17 | 21/10/17 | 20/10/17 | 19/10/17 | 18/10/17 | 17/10/17 | 16/10/17 | 15/10/17 | 14/10/17 | 13/10/17 | 12/10/17 | 11/10/17 | 10/10/17 | 9/10/17 | 7/10/17 | 6/10/17 | 5/10/17 | Can't sleep, Wont sleep | 3/10/17 | 2/10/17 | 1/10/17

September
30/9/17 | 29/9/17 | 28/9/17 | 27/9/17 | 26/9/17 | 25/9/17 | 24/9/17 | 22/9/17 | 21/9/17 | 20/9/17 | Recurring Dreams