lots of love @trucklife-family! sometimes we can not understand life and why things happen the way they happen no matter how much we try... they are simply unknown some answers from us... writing indeed helps to clarify our minds, it is also a therapy for me. it helps us to understand ourselves better maybe, but still life is a Big Mystery ...
Thank you @purplemoon, it is a mystery and that is kind of the great wonder of it, just so very unfair sometimes x