I began to fall in love

One of human nature is feeling what is called love. Love God, love for other creatures, creation, and love for the opposite sex.

I've felt it fell, it hurts, but I'm fine. Now I can feel falling again, but this one is different. The fall I meant was 'Falling in Love'.
It's beautiful, so I forget about my surroundings. I enjoyed it too ‘Kasmaran’. Words that are often used by teenagers today

Often I smile to myself, daydreaming about her. Even embarrassment cannot escape from me if he is in front of me. I want to hug him, but embarrassed if I immediately hugged him suddenly. Hhmm maybe that will always go into my mind.

I'm going to die of fleas, can't do anything in front of him. Just just saying hello, my lips are empty. Even though, I want to talk to him, too many questions I want to ask. But, I am the one who will be awkward facing the person I admire and love.

I will look very stupid, if he smiles at me. Not a special smile for the person he loves. It's just an ordinary smile that he throws when he meets someone. But it seems that smile seems to be just for me. Thousands of butterflies danced in my stomach, amused.

The more I'm here I'm getting crazy. Crazy because of love. I am often careless, my focus decreases, and my grades decrease. My parents often scold me. Because, I'm not as usual. Until I will be called a psychiatrist, I argue. They think I'm real crazy, but it's not like that.

Until I realized, I would not be able to reach him. He is too tall for me, too perfect. I tried to forget it slowly slowly. It was a relief to be able to forget it. But, I can't really forget it. He is still in the room of my heart, until now.