This was a chilling read... All your panic, the fact that it had to be 'that' hospital, the blaming thoughts, the hurried goodbye, the fact you can't sleep with your wife and son... But in a car even though that's unhealthy for you. I'm happy to hear the operation went well, but I expect you and your family will need some time to process and recover <3 Wishing you lots of strength!
Thank you @soyrosa. Yesterday feels like such a blur, today much like a nightmare. Thankfully that hospital redeemed itself, as his care was outstanding from start to finish.
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