Dear Diary: Every Day Should Be A Mother's Day

This is what I feel, I should be better to be dead if my mother would not be around anymore. My mother has been there with me assisting me right from the start. On the course of my being a dialysis patient I had given her so much heartache and wasted time all because of this damn condition.

Now I am more dependent of her assistance than ever before because of my disabilities. Now I cannot walk easy without somebody assisting me, maybe soon I will have to sit in the bathroom while taking a bath because I feel that my knees are becoming weaker but still I have hopes that everything will get better.

My mother is what I call when I want water or if it needs to be bought in the store my mother will willingly buy it for me, sometimes she searches from store to store if it was not available from one. But soon I also have high hopes that I could repay her and give her what she was dreaming for. God bless our mothers around the world everyday.